[15] - [Voice]

[sharpememory]

[Filtered to the wardens (minus Prefect)]

Look, guys. I don't know how your system works. I'm not sure if that's deliberate or not. But I want you all to know, those things that I did because of that flood? There was no way Prefect could of done anything about that. The guy can't see the future. He doesn't have a little window into my brain. I just want to make clear that that was all firmly my bad and not his. I'd be seriously concerned if any of you guys were holding that against him or questing whether he should be here. He's doing the best job he can.

[Private - Loki]

Sorry about the whole lying thing, man. Inmate. It's what we do.

[Private - Prefect]

So, I started another new journal. Just FYI.

[Filtered to Beatty and O'Brien]

I imagine that if you two stay away from me and my warden we won't have any problems in future. We can all just be the best of friends. From a distance.

Comments

private

[sharpememory.livejournal.com]

Man, if this is you trying to make me kill you again? It's not appreciated. I was trying to be nice and sort things out.

Re: private

[equalsfive.livejournal.com]

You were telling me what to do due to the fear of you killing me again.

If you think you can control me like that, just remember how much I cared when you killed me the first time.

private

[sharpememory.livejournal.com]

I was telling you what to do because I don't want to end up arguing with you. Like we are now.

Man, you're in a prison. Me apparently trying to control you is the least of your problems.

Re: private

[equalsfive.livejournal.com]

You're telling me to stay away from Prefect. I don't care how much argument that causes, I'm not complying.

It is the least of my problems, comrade, because you're abjectly failing at it.

private

[sharpememory.livejournal.com]

Why? What do you possibly gain from bothering him like that? He's my warden. You have your own.

Whatever, man. It's not my fault that you're obviously crazy.

Re: private

[equalsfive.livejournal.com]

That, comrade, has nothing to do with you. And I know he's your warden - I'd never want him as mine, comrade, but you can't just scare me into leaving him alone. Because I'm not that easily controlled.

It's your fault you killed me, comrade, and it'll be your fault for doing it again.

private

[sharpememory.livejournal.com]

I'm his inmate, so it's my business. If you want a boyfriend or whatever, you're going to have to pick someone else.

No way. I'm not stupid, you know. You knew what was happening and you manipulated me into doing it.

Re: private

[equalsfive.livejournal.com]

[long moment of horrified silence, then he realises Barron's just trying to get him to bite.]

I'm not harming him, I'm not stopping him being your warden for a second, comrade. [pause] And I certainly don't want a boyfriend, no matter how your little twisted brain came up with that.

I merely refused to stop it happening.

private

[sharpememory.livejournal.com]

Either you're a crazy stalker or you want to date him. Either way, you need to move on with your life. Get together with Beatty or something, if you want someone who's interested.

Same thing. There's no difference.

Re: private

[equalsfive.livejournal.com]

Don't even think you know a thing about it, comrade. Because if that's the best you can come up with, your observation skills, as well as your blackmail skills, need serious improvement.

Perhaps not, but you still killed me in the end. The blood is on your hands, no matter how much I was in control.

private

[sharpememory.livejournal.com]

Hey man, I'm not trying to do either of those things. Although if you think I am, you probably need to take a step or two out of the closet.

That means there's blood on your hands too. Which means that you probably should take responsibility for that.

Re: private

[equalsfive.livejournal.com]

It's just quite laughable that you'd even think to try and use something like that against me. It only shows how little you know.

It's not like I told you to do it. I just didn't tell you not to. Therefore, I should be responsible for anyone that murders me, ever.

private

[sharpememory.livejournal.com]

You keep on saying stuff like that, man. Maybe one day someone will believe you.

You didn't defend yourself and you gave me permission.

Re: private

[equalsfive.livejournal.com]

Perception of reality, comrade.

I distinctly remember saying you had no permission. Why, don't you?

private

[sharpememory.livejournal.com]

I remember you doing everything but spelling it out.

Re: private

[equalsfive.livejournal.com]

And I distinctly told you that you had no permission. Even if I wasn't going to resist.

Comrade, perhaps your memory might be faulty.

private

[sharpememory.livejournal.com]

There's nothing wrong with my memory.

Re: private

[equalsfive.livejournal.com]

Except that you're not remembering the course of events correctly.

Re: private

[sharpememory.livejournal.com]

I remember everything.

Re: private

[equalsfive.livejournal.com]

Funny that, comrade, because you weren't exactly sure of yourself when you killed me, were you?

Looked lost. Even before I did anything.

private

[sharpememory.livejournal.com]

Yeah, it's called an act. You might want to familiarize yourself with the concept.

Re: private

[equalsfive.livejournal.com]

[This gets a slight derisive laugh.]

You weren't acting, comrade, don't try and save it now.

Unless you want to tell me the specific reasons you killed me.

private

[sharpememory.livejournal.com]

I was and I did a good job of it, considering that you won't believe me now.

And I'm not interested in playing that game.

Re: private

[equalsfive.livejournal.com]

Comrade, you're trying this on the wrong person. Stop and leave it alone before you embarrass yourself.

Because, comrade, I can tell you exactly why you killed me. Can you? Go on. Try.

private

[sharpememory.livejournal.com]

Give it up. I'm not going to let you pressure me into saying something that isn't true.

I'm not telling you when we both already know what it is.