[15] - [Voice]

[sharpememory]

[Filtered to the wardens (minus Prefect)]

Look, guys. I don't know how your system works. I'm not sure if that's deliberate or not. But I want you all to know, those things that I did because of that flood? There was no way Prefect could of done anything about that. The guy can't see the future. He doesn't have a little window into my brain. I just want to make clear that that was all firmly my bad and not his. I'd be seriously concerned if any of you guys were holding that against him or questing whether he should be here. He's doing the best job he can.

[Private - Loki]

Sorry about the whole lying thing, man. Inmate. It's what we do.

[Private - Prefect]

So, I started another new journal. Just FYI.

[Filtered to Beatty and O'Brien]

I imagine that if you two stay away from me and my warden we won't have any problems in future. We can all just be the best of friends. From a distance.

Comments

private

[equalsfive.livejournal.com]

You think I'm scared of what you can do, comrade? You think you can make me do what you want?

Fuck off.

warden filter - minus a prefect.

[needshumility.livejournal.com]

Well... I'm not sure anyone was holding it against him. Does he know you're taking all the blame? As I imagine he's the only one left blaming himself.

[Filtered]

[championoftime]

We don't blame him. At least I've no intention of doing so.

[Filtered]

[sharpememory.livejournal.com]

Good. I was just wondering. The thought of all of you guys ganging up on him makes my skin crawl.

private

[sharpememory.livejournal.com]

Man, if this is you trying to make me kill you again? It's not appreciated. I was trying to be nice and sort things out.

[Filtered]

[championoftime]

It's quite nice of you to care so much, but he's always had the best of intentions.

warden filter - minus a prefect.

[sharpememory.livejournal.com]

I'd hope not. It's would be really unfair, considering everything.

I think the rest goes under warden-inmate confidentiality.

[Filtered]

[sharpememory.livejournal.com]

I know. It just makes me feel even worse about the whole thing.

Re: private

[equalsfive.livejournal.com]

You were telling me what to do due to the fear of you killing me again.

If you think you can control me like that, just remember how much I cared when you killed me the first time.

private

[sharpememory.livejournal.com]

I was telling you what to do because I don't want to end up arguing with you. Like we are now.

Man, you're in a prison. Me apparently trying to control you is the least of your problems.

Re: warden filter - minus a prefect.

[needshumility.livejournal.com]

Is that really a...

I'm generally not inclined to blame other people for someone doing the murder, unless they actively ignored it.

I was less asking, I suppose, and more suggesting you told him you didn't blame him.

warden filter - minus a prefect.

[sharpememory.livejournal.com]

Yeah, that's fair. And he didn't ignore it, because he couldn't have known.

And I will make sure to do that. I don't know if he'll believe me, but it's worth a shot.

Re: private

[equalsfive.livejournal.com]

You're telling me to stay away from Prefect. I don't care how much argument that causes, I'm not complying.

It is the least of my problems, comrade, because you're abjectly failing at it.

Re: warden filter - minus a prefect.

[needshumility.livejournal.com]

I just meant as a general point.

I think it's more important he believes it than we do.

private

[sharpememory.livejournal.com]

Why? What do you possibly gain from bothering him like that? He's my warden. You have your own.

Whatever, man. It's not my fault that you're obviously crazy.

warden filter - minus a prefect.

[sharpememory.livejournal.com]

Alright, I get it.

I don't know. If enough of you guys believe it, he might too.

Re: private

[equalsfive.livejournal.com]

That, comrade, has nothing to do with you. And I know he's your warden - I'd never want him as mine, comrade, but you can't just scare me into leaving him alone. Because I'm not that easily controlled.

It's your fault you killed me, comrade, and it'll be your fault for doing it again.

Re: warden filter - minus a prefect.

[needshumility.livejournal.com]

I don't think one of us thought he was responsible.

private

[sharpememory.livejournal.com]

I'm his inmate, so it's my business. If you want a boyfriend or whatever, you're going to have to pick someone else.

No way. I'm not stupid, you know. You knew what was happening and you manipulated me into doing it.

warden filter - minus a prefect.

[sharpememory.livejournal.com]

So you all thought he was irresponsible?

Re: private

[equalsfive.livejournal.com]

[long moment of horrified silence, then he realises Barron's just trying to get him to bite.]

I'm not harming him, I'm not stopping him being your warden for a second, comrade. [pause] And I certainly don't want a boyfriend, no matter how your little twisted brain came up with that.

I merely refused to stop it happening.

Re: warden filter - minus a prefect.

[needshumility.livejournal.com]

No, no, I meant responsible for the murder.

private

[sharpememory.livejournal.com]

Either you're a crazy stalker or you want to date him. Either way, you need to move on with your life. Get together with Beatty or something, if you want someone who's interested.

Same thing. There's no difference.

warden filter - minus a prefect.

[sharpememory.livejournal.com]

Oh, right. I was just about to say, that would be pretty harsh otherwise.

Re: private

[equalsfive.livejournal.com]

Don't even think you know a thing about it, comrade. Because if that's the best you can come up with, your observation skills, as well as your blackmail skills, need serious improvement.

Perhaps not, but you still killed me in the end. The blood is on your hands, no matter how much I was in control.