[Hand holding? Well, as far as Barron's concerned, that's a fairly big come on. And considering that he has plenty of mixed feelings about Prefect and is a bit mixed up from that whole few days in a box experience, he decides that it's high time to lean forward and attempt to kiss Prefect instead of talking.]
[Later, Prefect would agonize over whether Barron had just moved too quickly and kissed him before he'd had a chance to move away, or if Prefect had consciously taken a moment longer than necessary in retreating. Either way, the sudden closeness in proximity? The heat of Barron's skin crowding his own? It sends Prefect's pulse off on a quick beat skipping tangent, and when he does pull away a moment later, his cheeks are flushed red.]
I-- I'm sorry...
[He's not entirely sure if he's apologising for letting Barron kiss him, or for pulling away.]
Sorry, was that gross? [Barron initially assumes that this is a germaphobe thing, before he notices how red Prefect is getting. And then everything is awkward, mainly because Prefect held his hands first, so Barron doesn't add anything at all.]
It wasn't gross. I really like you, Comrade. [He does kind of, gently disconnect from the handholding now. He needs his hands to scratch the back of his neck with.] I'm your warden though.
[It's a good thing Prefect let go of Barron's hands, because Barron's moving right on to having his arms crossed. No more hand holding for you, Prefect.]
Oh, so that's what you're going with? "It's not you, it's me?"
[Barron is actually starting to feel upset. You were his bro, Prefect.]
[Prefect's voice is serious and even. Remaining calm even as Barron's getting upset.]
I want you to have a second chance, and a better life, and I want you to graduate and get your memories back and be happy! [Okay, maybe not really staying calm anymore. He's said these things so many times, but damn it, they're still true, and his tone wavers between being emotional and forceful towards the end.] And, Comrade, I do also really want to kiss you back as well, but I want all of those other things more. I'm can't just screw them up for you because I like you in a not entirely professional capacity.
[Unfortunately, the important thing that Barron's taking from that is the fact that Prefect likes him. Time to grab Prefect's hand for some more intense hand holding.]
Who says that we can't do that and date? I won't tell the other wardens if you don't.
It's not about the other wardens, Comrade, it's about safeguarding you! What if we had a fight, and I threw you in level zero for not giving me my way? Or what if we broke up, and you couldn't trust me as a warden anymore?
[He's... going to very, very gently try to extricate his hand.]
And Comrade, I'd still be trying to persuade you to change. I'd always be telling you not to do things, and to try doing new things... I just... I think eventually you would resent me a lot.
No. But other wardens and inmates... people have been separated for doing it.
[...and... other people, like his best friends in the whole wide world, totally did it and got away with it and went to join starfleet together. But Barron isn't Shego. Prefect feels like it wouldn't work out so well for them.]
[...Is not dating on the understanding that they might immediately begin dating when Barron Graduates actually not dating? Because... what with the hand holding and stuff, Prefect feels like maybe this isn't actually a very safe distance from dating...
On the other hand he is struggling quite a bit not to grin like an awkward teenager. This is pretty much the first time that someone has actually asked him to date them instead of jumping right to the sexual propositioning part of the arrangement.]
Is this why you didn't want me going speed dating?
[Prefect glances down at the hand holding, then back up to Barron.] Well... Comrade, even if you and I... even if there wasn't ever a chance of anything happening between us in that kind of a capacity, I really would only be looking for friends.
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Date: 2012-10-24 03:55 am (UTC)[Spam]
Date: 2012-10-24 04:05 am (UTC)I-- I'm sorry...
[He's not entirely sure if he's apologising for letting Barron kiss him, or for pulling away.]
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Date: 2012-10-24 04:08 am (UTC)[Spam]
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Date: 2012-10-24 04:18 am (UTC)Oh, so that's what you're going with? "It's not you, it's me?"
[Barron is actually starting to feel upset. You were his bro, Prefect.]
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Date: 2012-10-24 04:28 am (UTC)[Prefect's voice is serious and even. Remaining calm even as Barron's getting upset.]
I want you to have a second chance, and a better life, and I want you to graduate and get your memories back and be happy! [Okay, maybe not really staying calm anymore. He's said these things so many times, but damn it, they're still true, and his tone wavers between being emotional and forceful towards the end.] And, Comrade, I do also really want to kiss you back as well, but I want all of those other things more. I'm can't just screw them up for you because I like you in a not entirely professional capacity.
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Date: 2012-10-24 04:30 am (UTC)Who says that we can't do that and date? I won't tell the other wardens if you don't.
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Date: 2012-10-24 04:38 am (UTC)[He's... going to very, very gently try to extricate his hand.]
And Comrade, I'd still be trying to persuade you to change. I'd always be telling you not to do things, and to try doing new things... I just... I think eventually you would resent me a lot.
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Date: 2012-10-24 04:45 am (UTC)Did this happen with your old warden or something?
[Are you traumatized? Because that's the only reason Barron can see for not dating the awesome that is him.]
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Date: 2012-10-24 04:49 am (UTC)[...and... other people, like his best friends in the whole wide world, totally did it and got away with it and went to join starfleet together. But Barron isn't Shego. Prefect feels like it wouldn't work out so well for them.]
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Date: 2012-10-24 04:56 am (UTC)I guess we can't, then. [He sounds very disappointed.]
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Date: 2012-10-24 04:58 am (UTC)[Prefect offers, a little hopefully.]
I mean, if you don't meet somebody else, or want to immediately leave or anything like that...
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Date: 2012-10-24 05:14 am (UTC)I probably won't, not unless I forgot you or something like that. [Which is a very real possibility.]
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Date: 2012-10-24 04:15 pm (UTC)[...Is not dating on the understanding that they might immediately begin dating when Barron Graduates actually not dating? Because... what with the hand holding and stuff, Prefect feels like maybe this isn't actually a very safe distance from dating...
On the other hand he is struggling quite a bit not to grin like an awkward teenager. This is pretty much the first time that someone has actually asked him to date them instead of jumping right to the sexual propositioning part of the arrangement.]
Is this why you didn't want me going speed dating?
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Date: 2012-10-29 01:18 am (UTC)[Prefect was right on the mark. That made Barron uncomfortable, but he didn't let go of Prefect's hand.] Actually, yeah. Yeah, it was.
[Ah, honesty.]
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Date: 2012-10-29 01:46 am (UTC)[Glorious, glorious honesty.]
So you don't need to worry about that.
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Date: 2012-10-29 10:58 pm (UTC)[Because as far as Barron was concerned, you were so banned, Prefect.]
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Date: 2012-10-29 11:24 pm (UTC)[undetectable Prefect sarcasm go!]
This was a good talk.
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Date: 2012-10-29 11:39 pm (UTC)It was. [Barron glances down at his cuts.] Made me forget about this for a bit, at least.
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Date: 2012-10-29 11:46 pm (UTC)[Prefect gives Barron's hand a little squeeze again, before letting go of it, to reach for another bandage for his chest.]
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Date: 2012-10-30 12:19 am (UTC)Yeah. And hey, at least most of them have stopped bleeding.
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Date: 2012-10-30 12:33 am (UTC)[Prefect glances back up to Barron's face, and smiles.]
We should go get you some food now, Comrade. And more water, ideally...
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Date: 2012-11-03 10:16 am (UTC)[Barron grins, a little bit too wide.] I think we should have a drink to celebrate.
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Date: 2012-11-03 10:30 am (UTC)[Prefect pats Barron gently on the arm] I feel like drinking heavily right now may actually kill you...
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Date: 2012-11-03 10:51 am (UTC)[Barron sighs, disappointed.] I could use some food, then. Maybe some coffee.
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