[14] - [Voice]
Aug. 27th, 2011 02:54 pm[Warden Filter]
[Barron sounds shaken.] Wardens. All of you. I want to know what "evidence" you think you have. Because there is no way that I would do that to two people. I didn't kill anyone. I couldn't do something like that.
[Filtered to Prefect, Olive, Loki, Eddie Nygma and Sarah Harding]
You guys. Out of all of them, you have to know that I wouldn't have done something like this. And I- [He stops. And sounds even more miserable when he continues.] I'm not going to lie to you, I confronted O'Brien about Prefect. But that was it. I spoke to him and left, hours ago. I don't know why he did what he did or whether he's trying to frame me, but you all have to believe me that I didn't have anything to do with it. I probably shouldn't have spoken to him at all, but I just couldn't have known that he would react this way. I never wanted this to happen.
[OOC: Barron's replies will either be before or after he's admitted what happened to Prefect. Feel free to specify if it's before or after in your subject line. c:]
[Barron sounds shaken.] Wardens. All of you. I want to know what "evidence" you think you have. Because there is no way that I would do that to two people. I didn't kill anyone. I couldn't do something like that.
[Filtered to Prefect, Olive, Loki, Eddie Nygma and Sarah Harding]
You guys. Out of all of them, you have to know that I wouldn't have done something like this. And I- [He stops. And sounds even more miserable when he continues.] I'm not going to lie to you, I confronted O'Brien about Prefect. But that was it. I spoke to him and left, hours ago. I don't know why he did what he did or whether he's trying to frame me, but you all have to believe me that I didn't have anything to do with it. I probably shouldn't have spoken to him at all, but I just couldn't have known that he would react this way. I never wanted this to happen.
[OOC: Barron's replies will either be before or after he's admitted what happened to Prefect. Feel free to specify if it's before or after in your subject line. c:]
Private
Date: 2011-08-27 04:58 am (UTC)I'm coming to take you down to zero now. I'll see you in a few moments.
Private
Date: 2011-08-27 05:03 am (UTC)Private
Date: 2011-08-27 05:08 am (UTC)Spam
Date: 2011-08-27 05:10 am (UTC)Private
Date: 2011-08-27 05:12 am (UTC)Spam
Date: 2011-08-27 05:15 am (UTC)Re: Spam
Date: 2011-08-27 05:28 am (UTC)Barron... do you understand what happened last week? During the flood?
[He lifted a hand, to stem the lies which he expected to be automatic.]
And, I know that you never believe me when I say this, but... Beatty's warden, and O'Brien's... they know you did this, but if you tell me the truth, then I can make it better. Please.
Private
Date: 2011-08-27 05:33 am (UTC)[Filtered]
Date: 2011-08-27 05:39 am (UTC)Private
Date: 2011-08-27 05:39 am (UTC)Spam
Date: 2011-08-27 05:43 am (UTC)[Barron shakes his head. What was Prefect doing? This was what he had wanted.] Isn't all of this just dedication?
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Date: 2011-08-27 05:46 am (UTC)Private
Date: 2011-08-27 05:54 am (UTC)Private
Date: 2011-08-27 05:56 am (UTC)Private;
Date: 2011-08-27 05:58 am (UTC)I appreciate that I'm one among the group of people you trust, but, as I informed you a short time ago, I'm Beatty's warden, and I'm required to address his problems neutrally.
We have ample reason to believe you're responsible. This post may well have confirmed it, when initially you were just being considered.
[He gives Barron access to the evidence, including his private message to Prefect.]
[He's silent for a long while, and then, because he needs to know:] Did my offer of comradeship hold no value to you?
Spam
Date: 2011-08-27 06:02 am (UTC)He did this. It was the irrational voice in the back of his head. The same one that told him, that whether he liked it or not, that mad, angry, abusive man he'd become during the flood, was a force inside of him that just hadn't been unleashed yet. The same voice he argued with, the same voice which he ignored, right now was booming through his brain like there was no doubt, no uncertainty, no vaguest of chances that he wasn't responsible for this.]
Comrade... do you remember, when you first got here... the first time I met you, that you thought you were in love with me? And you touched my hand, and made me think that we'd been in love for months? Do you remember that, Barron?
[He swallowed, dropping his hand from his mouth.]
Comrade, last week, what happened to me... it was like those few days when you were absolutely certain that you were in love with me. I turned into a different person, and that other person didn't care if you lost your mind, or if you got hurt, he wanted you to be miserable, and he wanted you to be evil, and... I think, he made you use your powers so much, that you forgot, that I wasn't always that person, or that that person would go away again.
[Oh god. Prefect was suddenly very, very certain that he was the worst warden ever, because good wardens didn't do this. A good, competent warden would never, ever do this in front of their inmate. He pressed his hands over his eyes, almost as if he was trying to physically hold closed his tear ducts because no way were you allowed to cry because your inmate committed double murder and you basically told him to do it.]
I'm so sorry, Comrade. I'm so, so sorry. I was meant to stop this from happening to you.
Private;
Date: 2011-08-27 06:03 am (UTC)So you think I did it because of my height? There's a ton of people around the same height. And for the grudge thing, I'm not gonna deny that, but there's no way that I'd kill them over it. If anything, this is all O'Brien deliberately trying to screw with me. I know he was upset that I told some of the warden's that Beatty had tried to kill Prefect on his account. So clearly he decided to get back at Beatty and me in one move. Or maybe they planned it together, I don't know.
And it does man, you know it does. That's why I'm being honest with you.
Spam
Date: 2011-08-27 06:09 am (UTC)No. [Barron kept on shaking his head, starting to back away from Prefect.] That's impossible. That's all impossible. You said that-
[He broke off, thinking of O'Brien's creepy, determined stare. How he'd allowed it. How Beatty didn't even seem that surprised. Suddenly it all made sense.]
Oh, you're good. [Barron said, smiling despite himself. It had a somewhat hysterical edge.] That's such a good con. You knew that you'd be able to get me to kill Beatty for you, didn't you? That's why you got rid of my journals, so that there was only the one with those instructions. You could get back at him while keeping your hands clean. You and O'Brien, both of you keeping your hands clean in your own way. I don't think the wardens will ever work that one out.
Private;
Date: 2011-08-27 06:13 am (UTC)You're not being honest with me.
Private;
Date: 2011-08-27 06:15 am (UTC)I am. That's all there is to it.
Spam
Date: 2011-08-27 06:18 am (UTC)[Prefect's voice broke, his eyes were red ringed and wet with tears that he'd been trying to cram back into his eyes.]
Fuck O'Brien, Comrade! Fuck O'Brien, and fuck Beatty, and fuck Edward Nygma! The only person in this place whose hands I want to stay clean are yours. Everyone else can go look out for themselves!
Private;
Date: 2011-08-27 06:22 am (UTC)[He sounds disappointed now.]
Prefect is in charge of drawing a confession out of you. I'll return to this conversation when he has one.
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Date: 2011-08-27 06:29 am (UTC)Spam
Date: 2011-08-27 06:34 am (UTC)There's no journal entry of that. [Barron said, even though he hadn't checked his communicator for days. But worse still, what Prefect was saying made sense. Far too much sense.]
I don't- [Barron started to say, trying to process what Prefect had been saying, the way that he'd just denied all those people. Barron clenched his hands into fists. Nothing else mattered but them. That made them something like friends, didn't it? Something like family? He was hit by the recollection of Anton's mother, filling the open wound on her sons neck with ash so he'd never forget. Over and over again. He looked up at Prefect. All he had to do was say that one thing. Those few little words. It was almost a physical effort, but he had very little memory of where he was, what was going on and even who Prefect really was. It wasn't something he'd ever done before. But now, it had to be happen.]
I think I need you to help me. [Barron said very slowly, maintaining eye contact with Prefect.]
Private; a while later, after Prefect's post to the wardens.
Date: 2011-08-27 06:34 am (UTC)[He hopes it's no. Because if it's no, he can salvage this.]