[15] - [Voice]

[sharpememory]

[Filtered to the wardens (minus Prefect)]

Look, guys. I don't know how your system works. I'm not sure if that's deliberate or not. But I want you all to know, those things that I did because of that flood? There was no way Prefect could of done anything about that. The guy can't see the future. He doesn't have a little window into my brain. I just want to make clear that that was all firmly my bad and not his. I'd be seriously concerned if any of you guys were holding that against him or questing whether he should be here. He's doing the best job he can.

[Private - Loki]

Sorry about the whole lying thing, man. Inmate. It's what we do.

[Private - Prefect]

So, I started another new journal. Just FYI.

[Filtered to Beatty and O'Brien]

I imagine that if you two stay away from me and my warden we won't have any problems in future. We can all just be the best of friends. From a distance.

Comments

private

[equalsfive.livejournal.com]

You think I'm scared of what you can do, comrade? You think you can make me do what you want?

Fuck off.

private

[sharpememory.livejournal.com]

Man, if this is you trying to make me kill you again? It's not appreciated. I was trying to be nice and sort things out.

Re: private

[equalsfive.livejournal.com]

You were telling me what to do due to the fear of you killing me again.

If you think you can control me like that, just remember how much I cared when you killed me the first time.

warden filter - minus a prefect.

[needshumility.livejournal.com]

Well... I'm not sure anyone was holding it against him. Does he know you're taking all the blame? As I imagine he's the only one left blaming himself.

warden filter - minus a prefect.

[sharpememory.livejournal.com]

I'd hope not. It's would be really unfair, considering everything.

I think the rest goes under warden-inmate confidentiality.

Re: warden filter - minus a prefect.

[needshumility.livejournal.com]

Is that really a...

I'm generally not inclined to blame other people for someone doing the murder, unless they actively ignored it.

I was less asking, I suppose, and more suggesting you told him you didn't blame him.

[Filtered]

[championoftime]

We don't blame him. At least I've no intention of doing so.

[Filtered]

[sharpememory.livejournal.com]

Good. I was just wondering. The thought of all of you guys ganging up on him makes my skin crawl.

[Filtered]

[championoftime]

It's quite nice of you to care so much, but he's always had the best of intentions.

Private.

[happinessboys.livejournal.com]

What an interesting show of power, Barron. It's almost a little tragic, grasping at whatever you can take. But alright.

You're more than welcome to think you control it.

Private.

[sharpememory.livejournal.com]

Not grasping, pointing out how things are. But at least you're not being all sad and clingy like O'Brien.

It's not about control. It's about us being polite to each other.

Private.

[happinessboys.livejournal.com]

And why, dear boy, would you tell me that?

I'm not sure that it makes it better or worse that you aren't even aware of what you're doing.

Private

[buywithme.livejournal.com]

That's good, Comrade. I was thinking, we should maybe get together and talk about murder at some point soon. Are you free later today?

Private

[sharpememory.livejournal.com]

Yeah, of course. I'm basically not doing anything right now except avoiding O'Brien's creepy warden.

And about murder. You know nothing that happened was your fault, right? It was just the flood's bad timing.

Private

[buywithme.livejournal.com]

Una isn't so bad, Comrade, she's just upset with you right now, that's all.

...I know I couldn't have stopped the flood, Comrade, but I should have been there for you afterward. If I'd spoken to you sooner, then... this never should have happened.

Same filter

[greatlightother.livejournal.com]

Your bad? I suppose you're entitled to an understatement.

But no one blames him. But taking the blame like that isn't really going to help anyone, is it?

Same filter

[sharpememory.livejournal.com]

Not really, considering it was because of the flood. I was barely myself.

Well, it's not like I can magic Beatty and O'Brien back to normal without my power, is it?

Private

[greatlightother.livejournal.com]

Sure, Barron. Blame outside circumstances. That didn't work for me, though, so why should it work for you?

Normal is relative.

wardens minus Prefect

[young-idealist.livejournal.com]

Good Lord, no. I know some people tend to do that, but we're not your parents, or owners or something like that. I worry for Prefect, but not because of his competence.

wardens minus Prefect - sorry about the late reply, bb. My laptop died this morning. :c

[sharpememory.livejournal.com]

Why do you worry for Prefect?

wardens minus Prefect

[young-idealist.livejournal.com]

He isn't naive exactly, but his worldliness isn't of the same world as most people. I worry he'll get into trouble though that.

Private

[lotoftrouble.livejournal.com]

I'm the god of mischief, you idiot. Why would I hate you for lying?

Private

[sharpememory.livejournal.com]

People normally take stuff like that a bit personally. I'm glad that you're a bit above all of that.

Non-Prefect wardens:

[acid_rayne]

What... Things?

Non-Prefect wardens:

[sharpememory.livejournal.com]

If you don't know, you'll have to ask Prefect about it.